Current mood:

anxious

I'm Ready
The phone is fixed. My car is (hopefully all the way this time) fixed. And I have some leads on getting some other stuff accomplished soon. Except for the thing that started me on this quest in the first place. Well, even that sort of has begun, but it is frustratingly out of my hands what will happen.

Today I read something small and minor that was somehow huge to me. I'm certain it had nothing to do with me, but it sounded like it did. It sounded a whole lot like it did. It was like a secret code message tied to an arrow shot into my heart. It was truly the last thing I needed to see, which makes my accidental discovery of it all the more bothersome.

I e-mailed the author of this thing asking about it. I dunno if I'll get an answer, but I just want the confirmation that it's all a coincidence. I figure even a lack of a response will supply that. This piece made me think a lot of unwelcome thoughts, and I'd just as soon bury them right now by contacting the person instead of lingering over them.

I'm hoping all of this is in preparation for me to appreciate something good coming my way. Be nice, wouldn't it?